i carry your heart with me

Tomorrow is our one-year anniversary, which you obviously know if you follow me on Instagram because I have maybe been overgramming our anniversary festivities. We decided that since it fell on a Monday, we should just party it up all weekend. The high point might have been when I rolled over in bed this morning and found a dozen donuts of all flavors. James explained that, “I was going to make you breakfast in bed… but then I remembered that I can’t cook.” I then proceeded to take one bite out of each donut so that I could try all the flavors, but not eat myself sick. Perfection.

We keep on playing over every moment of this weekend last year, a weekend that both went too quickly, and left every moment printed in my memory in perfect detail. One of my favorite moments was when some of my favorite students from the high school I taught at in Kentucky sang during the ceremony. I had been fighting hard to get an e.e. cummings poem in the day and had been thwarted (thanks Mom and James) at every turn, but when I asked the choir director if they could sing, she suggested a poem set to music that they already knew. When those students sang those words, I cried.  Take a minute to listen to them singing it hereWegmannWedding596WegmannWedding314

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear

no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

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Green thoughts.

Do you ever read one of those books that forces you to look around at parts of your life and evaluate?

I love those.

And I hate those.

Earlier this summer I read Michael Pollan’s The Omnivores Dilemma, and it got me thinking. Through a narrative that is equal parts story and research, Pollan tackles the question, what are we eating? What should we be eating? What food is actually better for us? By better, Pollan illustrates how we have to think not only of our own health, but that of our planet, our communities, and the global economy. With all the ever changing diet and food trends (Gluten =bad, no — now quinoa is killing the world, wait — we should cook everything in bacon fat!!!), he astutely illustrates that, “We have become a nation of autonomous eaters, each of us struggling to work out our dietary salvation on our own.”

The book is fascinating, and thoroughly convicting. By the end of it, I was mildly panicked that corn is in EVERYTHING, that all my meat has lived sad unfulfilled lives, and that I live in the city and can’t grow my own food. (Ok, and even if I was in the country, let’s be honest: I kill everything I try to grow. My third sad basil plant of the summer is proof of this.)

Now, I realize that his book was clearly one-sided. My smarty pants economist little brother gave me a very long lecture about how buying only local, etc., actually makes us feel good about the world, but hurts people who benefit from the larger global economy. I’m not prepared enough to combat his argument, but he made some good points that contradict Pollan’s book. I know that anyone can skew any data to show whatever they want.

But still… the book made me think.

And in my garden-less state, I finally signed up for the Washington Green Grocer.

greengrocer1Now, this beautiful box of fresh produce shows up at my door every Thursday and it is like Christmas. greengrocerPlus, getting a box of local, seasonal produce every week has forced me to broaden my cooking. In the past two weeks, I have roasted more beets than I can count, prepared fennel, and made homemade pesto out of garlic scapes — all three things that had no place in my kitchen before this. greengrocer4Furthermore, I did the math and paying for this box of produce not only satisfies my green guilt, but it tastes better and ends up costing the same or less than the grocery store. greengrocer3But all of it got me to thinking about stewardship. We live in a world tending to excess where our diets are concerned. Most women I know are stressed about, or at least preoccupied with, feeding our selves and our families with healthy, sustainable, balanced, ethical, food. Free range, organic, local, cage-free, un-pastured — the list of things that we have to find ways to afford goes on and on and on, making meals something so fraught with ways that you can go wrong and be killing yourself and THE WHOLE WORLD with every bite. Talk about pressure.

So much of life comes down to stewardship, what we do with what we have. I want to be a good steward of my body and our earth. I want to eat foods that keep my healthy and promote good practices in our world. But I also have to be a good steward of my money and my time. Buying only good meat and dairy would mean that we couldn’t afford to eat either. Getting up every week to go to all the different farmer’s markets would not only drain the budget, it would take up the time that I like to sleep in and brunch with James, and that matters to me too.

So for now, I’m trying to make good decisions as I shop and loving my Green Grocer Box.

What are your thoughts? Do you subscribe to a CSA or something similar? Anyone read The Omnivore’s Dilemma? What did you think?

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It takes you back to love.

“Of the five senses, smell is the strongest trigger of memory, the one that takes you back to love, to walking into a desert temple, to a fine dinner, or even to the burning ozone of a Japanese train on a winter night. Scent is the filing system of our lives. It allows us to place who and what and where we are in the world.”

-Edward Readicker-Henderson in Afar

WegmannWedding001In an attempt to avoid just losing all my frequent flyer miles when the expired last month, we traded them in for subscriptions to about 20 magazines. I indulged in all sorts of magazines that I have never read before, magazines of people who do exotic things all the time, or run marathons. Because the first step in being super sporty or cosmopolitan is obviously reading magazines that appeal to those sorts of people. I was reading Afar  and in between articles toting the best places to eat in Spain and reasons to go to Australia (um… duh, it’s Australia — reason enough), I came across an article about perfume making in southern France. Rather than just being about convincing me to go to southern France (not hard to do) it was about the power of smell, and how the author was trying to track down the smell of the woman he loved.

I read that passage to James and he referenced it back to Proust and the madeleine (yep, that’s why I love him), but it made me think about my own perfume. I started wearing the same perfume in college and never change it up. I wore it on our wedding day, one year ago next Monday, and I like knowing that I carry that day around in the scent that I put on every morning.

What about you all — do you have a set scent that you wear all the time, or do you mix it up for different occasions?

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Last weekend.

You know those weekends where you try to squeeze EVERYTHING in?

Last weekend was one of those.

I am super guilty of event cramming. I hate saying no to any activity,  I hate turning people down for things or passing up on any potential fun. You can just imagine how much introverted can-we-just-do-everything-in-groups-of-less-than-five James loves this quality in me. I really have gotten better about overcommitting with age, but last weekend I regressed because, you know, it’s summer and there are only so many summer weekends to squeeze everything in.  And by the end of it, I was happy, filled to the brink with summer fun… and exhausted. Here are a couple glimpses from the whirlwind that was last weekend.

After seeing all the fun that we have been having with our brothers in DC this summer, Zach convinced us to come down and see him in Charlottesville. We left right after work on Friday and headed down to Charlottesville for less than 24 hours. Of course, in that little sliver of time, we managed to eat a ridiculous amount of awesome stuff, because that’s what you do in Charlottesville.spudnutsThat’s the face you make when you eat too slow and the Stones eat all the donuts before you can get your fill.
charlottesville We had to get back to DC by Saturday night, because I had helped my friend Christine organize a summer BBQ and there was no way I was going to miss out on a party. Plus, every event that Christine plans looks like it should be out of some Martha Stewart magazine, and I like to be in the presence of greatness.summerbbq

After getting home at late from the party, James and I stayed up making cookies for our church picnic the next day and trying to bring some order to the piles of stuff we had dumped in the entryway after coming back from Charlottesville. People, church picnics are one of my favorite things. Our church’s picnic included competitions (yes, we made sure someone from our church gang won all of them – minus the sack race — so that we racked up enough free food from Elevation Burger to dine out next week) and an ADULT MOON BOUNCE. As in, there were ones for kids and one just FOR US. Of course, being adults, 15 minutes of hard bouncing and we were all wiped out.

churchpicnicAfter some pretty intense AC unit worship that afternoon, James and I finished the weekend with a bike ride down the mall and cards with friends. Remember how we don’t have real hobbies? Well, we have decided to become a Couple Who Bikes. The first step in this was picking up a bike for James in Charlottesville that Zach made. And yes, I promise that we have every intention of wearing helmets – we just don’t have one for James yet.

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Oh Last Weekend… you were pretty great. I’m still recovering and I just today finished laundry and cleaning my house, but you were awesome.

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Why I stopped pinning.

When I first explained Pinterest to James, he responded with, “Oh, so it’s like shopping?” Of course not, I explained. You don’t actually own any of the things that you pin, you are just sorting and saving them for future reference.

But lately I’ve been thinking that he is maybe more right than I – than we all – like to think.

What are we pinning and why?

For some of my boards, I know the answer. When I was planning my wedding (which, ok, prompted another Pinterest-induced breakdown), I pinned things that inspired me, or things that I wanted to share with my bridesmaids, mom, or mother-in-law for their input. As long as it was used in moderation, it was truly useful. I also love the recipes that I have pinned, easily sitting there with links to dishes that I now love making. It is so convenient having a digital storage space with links to things that I have tried and loved or still want to try. I head to my pinboard when I am staring blankly at the fridge wondering what to make for dinner.  I also enjoy my pinboard of puppies and pictures of children dressed as old people or food because, hey, everyone has those down days where pictures of a baby dressed as pasta  just cheers you up.

But I’ve been pinning less and less, and thinking about it more and more.

I guess what it comes down to is simplicity, that virtue that the whole cyber world seems to love right now, even if it is eluding us all. I was talking with a friend recently about the glorification of the adjective “simple.” We all want “simple” children’s toys (read: expensive Etsy wooden giraffes that cost more than a whole tub of Legos) and we want “simple clean lines” in our furniture, homes, clothing… the list goes on. After the 90’s and early 2000’s baroque extravagance, we have emerged into an era that believes simple is inherently superior. And so we clean out our wardrobe, discarding all the clothes we only occasionally wear and we invest in simple classic basics that inevitably cost three times as much, though they will of course, last much longer.

I think this is a great thing. I think we should discard things that we don’t want and need, because clutter, or more specifically, excess, is the enemy of contentment. Humans are by nature prone to excess. We want more and we want it faster, better, more fashionably, etc. All of this excess just leaves us wanting still more and we live in cluttered castles of stuff and plans, feeling desperately discontent.

So where does Pinterest come in?

Very few of us (if any at all) actually follow through with what we pin. You might occasionally cook something you pinned, or buy something you added to you “Fashion Forward Me” board. Instead, we cyber-hoard, pinning, sorry curating, hundreds of things to our different boards. As we strive to make our lives simpler, more content, and less cluttered, we let our minds, desires, and impulses become Internet gluttons, grabbing everything in sight. We tell ourselves that it doesn’t count as actually having all these things, because we don’t actually own them. We just own the idea of them, the desire for them, catalogued in an increasingly large corner off the Internet.

But does that make us less discontent? I don’t think so.

Contentment isn’t about becoming instantly happy with what you have as compared to all the things you want, but don’t have. It’s not a list of have and have-nots, where you hope that the have column makes you happier. It is about developing a lifestyle that actively avoids indulging in the things that you don’t have, can’t have, never will have. And you know what?

You will never have a wedding like the sum of a wedding board on Pinterest.

You will never have a closet as lavish as your cyber closet board.

You will never have a vacation  exactly like your “Places to go before I die board.”

You will never have a house, a family, and a party as perfect as the ones that you can curate.

But this is to be expected, because real life can only be lived, not curated.

Obviously, I don’t mean that you should or can’t hope or dream for things. Aspiring to an image or lifestyle that you want is something we all should do. But there is a difference between saving up for a vacation that you and your family really want to take and spending hours each day gathering hundreds of images for things that you will never do. Maybe you can do that all day and still feel happy with your life, but I can’t.

Beyond the contentment issue, we return to the idea of simplicity. Having stuff isn’t wrong. Being controlled by it is, and I would wager that if we are spending hours each day pinning, we are controlled by the stuff that we don’t have. You could pare your closet down to a pair of jeans, quality shirt, and perfect boots, and still be utterly cluttered and controlled by all your cyber stuff.

So as for me, I’ve slowed down in my pinning. Occasionally I will come across a recipe I like, or a picture of a something hysterical and I will add it to a board. But I’ve stopped the pin binges, the long stints of mindless shuffling through empty promises and out-of reach possibilities. They don’t bring me joy, they don’t help me love the life I do have more, and they clutter my mind.  And in the void left after clearing out some cyber wanting, I’ve found abiding contentment.

Because in the end, contentment, simplifying, and de-cluttering our lives isn’t about the stuff we have, but rather the stuff that has us. And if we are spending hours pouring over things and experiences we want, sorting them into our cyber closets and lives, they own us far more than we own them.

Note: Please note that this post is called “Why I stopped pinning,” not “Why this is a moral imperative for everyone everywhere to stop pinning.” Every person is their own special cocktail of weaknesses and shortcomings. Maybe you find no connection in your own life between over-pinning and contentment. These words are merely meant to make you think, not condemn or critique you. 

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What’s in a macaron?

Yesterday I guest posted over at Culture Keeper to talk about one of my very favorite things, macarons. Ok, so really I am blogging about globalization and the indefinable qualities of culture inherent in regional foods, but the macaron is impetus for these reflections. I promise that there are pictures! Head over here and check it out. (Update: I am reposting the article below.)PictureIf you look at a macaron, you don’t see much. It’s a tiny cookie, unassuming in its size and structure. Just two wafers with a slight layer of filling. Little adornment, save the occasional dusting of cocoa powder or the dash of something shimmery. The color and flavor alone distinguishes it. Crimson, silver, canary, chartreuse, pale pink, cobalt black, and pure white cookies bear the names of rose blossom, plum, mimosa, lavender, and raspberry. The experience of the macaron is thus twofold, something you savor with your eyes before you taste it with your lips.

It was March 20th, 2010 and I had waited for this day since I had learned about it several months before.

March 20th is a special day in Paris, le jour du macaron – the day of the macaron. On this day, Pierre Hermé gives out three free macarons to every person who visits one of their Parisian boutiques. For me, a macaron lover who unfortunately existed on a rather small budget, this day was bliss. There are several makers of macarons in Paris, each claiming to have the best. Of them all, Pierre Hermé is reputed to have the most exotic flavors and also charges the most for each perfect cookie, around 4 Euros for one small cookie finished in only several bites.

In 2010, Pierre Hermé also did something special that has (to my knowledge) not been repeated since. Each boutique gave out maps of Paris with all the other boutiques on them and if you made it to all of them, you were eligible for a free box of 40 Pierre Hermé macarons, a box that usually costs 81 Euros. The catch was that there were limited gift boxes and these boutiques are scattered all across Paris.

But I was an American in Paris, and Americans are nothing if not fiercely competitive, especially if food is involved. With several of my Parisian friends, we spent the morning dashing around Paris, eating our free macarons, and racing through metros. We ran in public (something extremely un-Parisian), charted out the quickest routes between boutiques, and successfully arrived at the last boutique where we were told that we were the first people they had seen finish. Giddily, we carried our 120+ macarons onto the roof of my building where we savored them against the Parisian skyline knowing that we had won far more than a bunch of cookies.

In the last several years, macarons have become the latest culinary craze here in the States. Despite our inability to spell or pronounce it correctly (a macaroon is that sticky coconut cookie and rhymes with moon), we are macaron obsessed. The have shown up at weddings, galas, farmer’s markets, gourmet food stores, DIY websites, and alongside ice cream at fancy restaurants.

And they are usually disgusting and disappointing, little more than fudge between two weirdly dyed wafers. I know this because I excitedly try them all. Now, I am not a food snob. I will happily take Taco Bell over fancy Mexican and I unashamedly love hotdogs and microwave popcorn. My aversion isn’t about snobbishness or some false sense my own superior taste buds. It’s because I have tasted the real thing and the imitation misses something essential to what constitutes macaronness.

It is the subtlety of the macaron that I love. If it says that it is flavored like orange blossoms, then what you taste isn’t orange extract, but the very essence of the flower, transformed into a light cookie that dissolves as it releases it’s flavor. It is like the French themselves, refusing to be showy or flashy about their beauty. A bacon-maple macaron just should not exist. It is too ostentations and predictable, too bold and easy to taste. You have to eat a macaron slowly to enjoy it, savoring each bite and reflecting on the unique blend of tastes. Americans don’t make macarons like that because we don’t eat like that.

At long last, I did discover a macaron shop that tastes every bit as good as the ones in France, and it happened to be three blocks from my home in DC. The baker spent a long time eating French macarons before she tempted to make her own and the difference is in every bite.

Yet even as I frequent the Sweet Lobby to get my fix, I can’t help but feel that something’s been lost. I feel the same way I did when I found my beloved Speculoos spread in Safeway, or when Nutella became commonplace stateside. We no longer live in a world where cuisine is part of the regional landscape. Globalization means you can have the flavors of the world in your diet without ever leaving your home. On one hand, this is great. I love that I can indulge in mu love for British candy or Italian cookies in-between trips overseas that are few and far between.

But on the other hand, I wonder if we haven’t loss the wonder of tasting something for the first time in a new land, if we have removed taste from the frontlines of exploration, or at least dulled its power and importance. We are increasingly divorcing food from where it comes from and the people who make it, and the result will always be just a little bland. It is a simulacrum for the real thing that will always fall short, even if we can’t figure out why. A macaron made in the states might objectively taste as good as a French one, but it can never be as good. Maybe all food isn’t a little more like champagne or bourbon that we want to admit, owing part of their very identity and taste to the location from which they come.

So what is in a macaron? Technically, not much. Some eggs, almond powder, sugar, whatever flavoring is called for. But what is contained in a macaron is a different story. There is history, tradition, and culture. There is an entire society governed by rules and protocols foreign to us, exotic and enticing. There is a conception of food that escapes us, a quality of taste that eludes us. There is a place, alive and real in every morsel.

In several bites, you consume a world.

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Around this home…there are single lady cat pictures.

Heard and seen around this house lately:

“Sorry I couldn’t answer, but I had to Instagram a picture of my cat.

“Um… you know that you are married now, right? You don’t have to do that anymore. “

Not only am I married, but lately we have been setting the table for at least three in the evening because my little brother and James’ little brother are both in DC this summer! It’s pretty much the best thing ever and we are probably running the risk of smothering them in our affections.summer_3

This sounds like one of those songs that was meant to be a prom song.”

“YES.”

“You love it don’t you?”

“YES.”

“Listen, whenever you find a song you like, you should ask yourself, ‘Could this be a Prom theme song?'”

“And if it could?”

“Then it is probably one of your new favorite songs.”

“YES.”

And then there was the time when I give my self a six-inch long cut on my leg while shaving… ok, so actually I cut myself pretty much every time I shave. I keep on waiting to grow out of this learning stage, but I’m pretty sure it will never happen.

“JAMES I’M DYING! I’M GOING TO LOSE MY LEG! BRING BANDAGES!!!!”

It takes James a large portion of a roll of paper towels and an old ace bandage to calm me down.

“Be thankful you married someone with disaster training. I don’t know what you’d do otherwise.”

But then one time I didn’t cut myself, and I managed to catch something thrown at me and James was all…

“Who are you, you bodysnatching alien who stole my wife!!!!”

We feel it is good to have a list of things always ready to establish between bodysnatcher inhabited James and Hannah, and real James and Hannah. My inability to accomplish simple adult tasks without inflicting bodily harm tops my list. However, I was able to finally accomplish some design progress in our living room. Gone is the totally bare ugly wall! I still haven’t decided on a W yet, but we did come across some cool stuff to hang up. Plus, we acquired yet another bookshelf, meaning that now an entire wall in our living room is covered in books. Oh the perks of living in a city where someone is always getting rid of the Ikea furniture you want at any given time! apartment

James gets up early to research all the things that happened in the world before breakfast and be prepared for the day. I try to only wake up halfway to kiss him good-bye before he leaves at 8:30 and then I drowsily update myself on all the things Instagrammed since I went to bed the night before. One night:

“Do you need your ear plugs and eye mask?”

“No- I just put those on when you get up so that I don’t stay awake while you are getting ready.”

“Oh, because that’s really the Proverbs 31 woman : She rolls over, covers her eyes and plugs up her ears, and lets her husband pour his own cereal. Her children probably starve.”

“Listen, if that woman had been weaving a little less flax or whatever, and getting a little more sleep, she probably would have been a lot happier, and then Solomon wouldn’t have needed so many wives because he could have just had one happy one.”summer_4

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“I’m a little drunk on you and high on summertime.”

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Dear Summer,

It’s official: I am addicted to you.

I mean, I hate that our Founding Fathers built my current home in a swamp, because when you roll around this swampy city can be pretty unbearably hot and muggy. And I hate the mosquitos you bring with you, and the way that sweat runs down my neck when I am waiting for the metro. And I hate what your humidity does to my hair, and how my hands constantly feel sticky.

But I am pretty close to forgetting all that because I just can’t get enough of you.

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I love your long days, where the evenings get just cool enough for us to stroll to the Capitol and find it empty because the tourists can’t find anywhere to stay this close to the Mall.

I love how we have taken to escaping to the beach on the weekends. I love that gentle swish of the waves on the sand and the bright blue sky that you spread out over us. I love the way that the light filters through the trees and I love the lazy pace of long days where the only objective is to take you in through every pore. I love the freckles that are covering my arms and face despite my hat and sunscreen.

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I love the free movies in parks all across the city, the special exhibits at the museums, the markets, and the festivals. I love having time to explore more in this city. The other day I realized that summer is halfway over, and I panicked because I am absolutely not ready to start thinking about going back to school.
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I love that four-day weekend that James had last week, the one where we got to have a lazy, sleep-till-noon day on Friday in between a fun day in the city on Thursday and a peaceful escape to the beach on Saturday, and then still have Sunday to head up to Annapolis and enjoy ice cream along the water after a fast summer storm.

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I love that you bring long weekends with you, and August recess, so that I can have him home more. Summer and that man are basically the best combination I can imagine. I’m a little addicted to him too I guess.
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So Summer, I’m a little obsessed with you. Don’t go anywhere soon ok?

Love,

Hannah

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PS: James does not love you when you sunburn his feet so bad that wearing shoes is difficult. Although, you and I both know that that has less to do with you and more to do with his haphazard sunscreen application.

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This is how we Fourth.

I hope you had a wonderful time celebrating the Fourth yesterday with your friends and family, and yes, I made Fourth a verb in today’s title. My blog, my rules. Today is the blissfully lazy Fifth of July, or Eat Leftovers For Breakfast day (I had pie and mac n cheese for breakfast) and James has the day off. Since we were so busy yesterday, we decided to be delightfully lazy today, ie, if we don’t clean this house I will die. But first, some pictures from our Fourthing yesterday.

Despite its super cliché nature, we started the day off with the Independence Day parade. This was my first DC Fourth and I have high standards, so I felt that we should take in the classics. And as you can see, we marveled in the joy of belonging to a nation where massive inflated eagles, roller derby girls, and mighty military men share the road.paradeAfter the parade, we stopped in at the Smithsonian Folklife Festival on the mall. This year the highlighted country was Hungary, and nothing says Independence Day like Hungarian stilt-walking. As can be seen below, James thrived on those stilts and I was a total failure. We passed up the Hungarian lamb stew (make sure to read that recipe closely) for some more American fare of chicken and waffles.
hungarianfolklifeAnd then I spent several hours doing Hungarian folk dancing, because that should be a Fourth of July given. People, I was MEANT for Hungarian folk dancing. All of the moves are just like segments from the Cha Cha Slide (which I LOVE) combined with a little extra stomping and a lot more yelling. Unfortunately, when I get REALLY EXCITED (as is bound to happen when you put a Hannah in the path of some dancing and excessive clapping for no real purpose) I do this scary smile where I recede my head back on my neck and I display at least 20 chins. Oh, and it was 95 degrees out, so I was also dying of heat. Don’t say you weren’t warned. James opted to sit the dancing out so that he could take these truly frightening pictures. Our children will surely thank him someday. hungariandanceAfter walking back from the mall and worshipping the AC units for a couple hours, we headed out to our Fourth of July cookout! Lyman just moved to DC and has a house with a fantastic backyard which I plan on commandeering henceforth for all my parties.
fourthbbqThe evening ended with a mad dash across town to watch the fireworks from the roof of James’ office building and then back to our party for some sparkler fun. sparklersI know it sounds cliché, but I feel honored and blessed to live in this country. I was looking at people’s Facebook statuses yesterday and I was struck by how all of them were about the Fourth, but of two varieties. There were the excited generic ones, but there were also a lot that chose the Fourth as a way to complain about what is wrong with our country. It seems like we spend 364 days doing that already… can’t we take this day to remember what is right with America? I don’t mean a false bravado and hubris — I mean real deep esteem for what is worth being proud of.  James and I were talking yesterday about how this day is meant not just to commemorate an event, or a specific person or group, but also the ideas that started our nation. Ideas of the dignity of human life, equality, justice, and freedom. These are worth celebrating. Yes, our history has shown that we don’t always live them out as we should. But we still had the courage to write them down and say, “For these things we will risk everything — even if we don’t yet know how to honor them.” I think that’s worth celebrating. I remember my French host mother (who hated Bush, the military, capitalism, etc.) saying that one thing she did admire about America was that we aren’t afraid to recognize a problem and confront it. In the relatively short history of our country, we have addressed all the problems that it took a lot of other countries centuries to confront. That’s worth celebrating. America is worth celebrating.

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Happy Birthday America!

Colorado_137We had been hiking for a couple hours when we came to the top of the mountain and saw a flag, tangled and falling down. James took it down and untangled it before righting it again.    He will most likely be annoyed that I shared this picture because he wasn’t doing it for the photo-op. This was our flag, and it was meant to fly free or not at all. It bothered us all that we had to leave it flying frayed, but I’m hoping that whoever put it up there will return to replace it now that all the snows have melted. Until then, it will be flying over that valley between the heavens created by an awesome God and the land settled by an intrepid people.

Happy Birthday America, you’re pretty great.

What are you all doing for the Fourth?

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